I believed for a long time the description of ‘being with my head in the clouds’ was just a cute way of describing myself.. Little did I know that was (a cute way) of neglecting the ABSOLUTE fucking allergy I had for being my own caretaker.

Sure, In many many MANY ways I love myself deeply and whole heartedly. I'm even sure to say that more than 90% of the people would LOVE to love themselves as much as I love me, or so to say; my human.

But as evolution, also love doesn't stop growing, and so, awareness. This is the journey, and nothing else. Everything that seems to exist beyond this is the story we let our human believe. This is merely observation.

So love is growing in my system, and my awareness shines on the pieces within my human that were before in the dark. Thus; my lack of responsibility of making me successful within the field I want to be successful in. And ONLY because I have an allergy for the word ‘responsibility’ (and the action that seems to be attached to the meaning I put into that word). So as you can see.. total fakery and fuckery of my brain again.

AND I LOVE TO SEE IT!!!!!

My head being in the clouds was merely a protecting mechanism that is didn't have to take part into the world that I was so fiercely anxious of from out my early childhood. The clouds were my safety. How can you judge anything from your human system when everything is so pure and clear?

But me not wanting to take responsibility for my dreams is fake as fuck. I DESIRE to have FULL responsibility of my own outcome of life, way of thinking, way of living, way of being! So I was scared for that what I truly desired…

AAAAAH now we getting somewhere!

Was I scared for taking responsibility for my desires? Or was I scared to LOOK at my desires and the attachment of shame and doubt and worthiness that was linked to that word??

So instead of even LOOKING at it, I created a bypass so that I became allergic (to death) to my responsibility of making it come true. Aka standing up for yourself in yourself, putting healthy boundaries and making yourself keep them, loosing people in your life that are just feeding on the bypassing cause also they find themselves in this loop, move the body, drink the water, eat the food, brush the teeth, read the books, breathe the air, change the norm of my scarcity mindset.. you know REAL responsibility that the person I want to be I can be NOW. I just needed to remove the bypassing of the so to say allergic reaction I had.

You can not take responsibility for something that you don't know you want to (be).

So it turned out to be, that ‘responsibility’ was not the problem. The problem was the in the dark lingering believe that is was unworthy of really owning my desired state of being ‘because who are you? That wish this big’

Responsibility became a consequence of me stepping into ALLOWING myself to want it, even WITH all the attachments that were still there. Even with the knowledge that AGAIN my life would fall apart to become the life that I want even MORE.

Scary, but a beautiful thing.

As I said before.. Life is changing continuesly anyway! We can get on board, or we can keep fighting. I know what will choose. I give the power back to the human, cause why the hell not?

Lets Desire our life into becoming!

Let’s take some sustainable steps into becoming our desires from a place of safety and more self love! We can not bully the human into our desired state.. How can we do it? My ‘IAM ENOUGH’ proven practice from inner-critic to inner-cheerleader take you on the road of mindfulness, selfhypnosis and will lead from ‘living life in a unconscious state’ to ‘conscious creation.’ It’s so simple that it seems hard to believe…

Don't believe me, try it for yourself. For more information how this practice works you can watch my video where I explain more about it.

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